well i dont really want to vent on twitter and i dont know any of you and i dont really have anyone to talk to so i guess i can do it here. past few days have been stressful as fuck and are only gunna get more stressful in the next little bit with school and getting everything together so tht i can move away to college. but literally no desire for anything, i wish i had things alot easier but i dont and i understand thats the way it works out, but everything i do to get i work hard for and nothing seems to be going my way. i wish i had a good paying job so i could support myself and be independent but i dont and that sucks, i feel so guilty for the way things are, wish i lived in a household with my rents still but thats not the case anymore. just waaaaay to stressed lately and would love for things to just come that much easier so i dont have to worry about as much
